I wasn’t supposed to be here—not like this, not living free. Not living in a prison of a guarded heart.

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I was adopted within my family and raised by a single mother who passed away when I was just 12. After her death, I was moved to live with cousins, and somewhere along the way I created a subconscious story that I was unwanted. To survive, I locked away my emotions and wore the mask of strength.

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Through that lens, I attracted people who were emotionally distant, users and takers, and/or wounded. They allowed me to keep my emotional distance. On the outside, I was functioning and some might even say successful—relationships, marriages, responsibilities—but on the inside, I was numb. Wearing the mask kept me safe, but at the cost of feeling the love I desperately longed for.

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When I began my spiritual awakening, I realized the lens I was looking through didn’t align with the life I desired. I wanted love, joy, and freedom—but no matter how much I tried to manifest and change, I kept getting pulled back into old trauma loops. My subconscious narrative was still in control, dragging me into the past no matter how hard I fought for my future.

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The breaking point came when I found myself in a relationship with a partner who abused alcohol. It was the straw that broke the camel’s back. After I began releasing my subconscious constraints, I understood that choosing myself wasn’t just an option—it was the only way forward.

And in that moment, I woke up.

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I now see that my soul signed up for these lessons—the adoption, the loss, the relationships, the heartbreak—not as punishment, but as a path. A path that would lead me back into the love that had always been inside me. A love I had searched for outside of myself my entire life.

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Today, I help women do the same: dissolve the subconscious narratives that silence their soul, release the blocks that keep them guarded, and awaken the emotions that manifest the life they were always meant to live.

Because you’re not broken. You’ve just been living through a lens that was never yours to begin with. And once you shift it—you return to the fierce, unapologetic love within you.